26 Years Old

I always visualize that how cool it is to be an adult. How cool it is to be like 25 or 26 I can go wherever I want, I can dress whatever I want, I can have the luxury to buy things that I want with my own money and I can manage my time too.

I can go to the mall so weekdays and don't have to care about school or homework or being chased by the security because i was in the mall during school hours.

I can just skip the day and eating ice cream at 12:00 p.m. 

Seeing all those young adults with their cool blazer and bag drinking coffee with clients, shopping with their bestfriend, eating sushi for breakfast or dinner and looking so busy yet cool focusing on their laptop on a busy cafe.

In my head it was really cool and I couldn't look forward to be a young adult. But I also forgot that today I am not the 15 years old me.

I don't have any math homework tomorrow or a pop test from my geographic teacher. 

I already have a job.

I already do my yearly taxes.

And I have more responsibility.

I forgot that I am now already 26 years old.

But it's just not the 26 years old young adult that I picture I would be.