Kamis, 13 Februari 2025

Regretful epiphany

Just like every other year I always start my year with a reflection and when i did, i realize something... the words that i often said is that "I regret".

 I regret to stop halfway of the job that I wanted to do,

I regret not getting serious with YouTube,
I regret not going and making that content that I've been planning and saving for 10 years,

 I regret that I'm not spending all much time with my grandfather,

 and I regret that I'm so afraid of what people think that it limits me.

So I decide that in this year I don't want to live my life in much regret. I know that I cannot avoid regret forever but I can also try to not become regretful. 

But I will do what I want to do even tho it's going out of my comfort zone.

If I'm going to do a different career path then so be it,

If I want to learn something new, why wait?

I really I really don't want to waste my time and just be regretful of the things that I couldn't do because of what people said or because of my limiting belief.

Ignoring and stopping my YT channel was one of my biggest regret, but now I want to create and relive my YouTube channel again,

Starting right now.